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Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Lelah

oohh asthma...
after 10 years...


why did you come back
i dont expect you to attack me like last night
i dont need you in times like this
i dont want to waste time fights you

coz i have a beautifull baby that needs me,
coz i have a wonderfull husband that i have to care,
coz i have to make a living to support my husband and our live.

with you contaminated me..
i cant do anything
my knees are shaking
and its just so difficult to breath.....

so please im begging you to go away and never come back
i dont need that inhaler
MR Ventolin will help me fights you....
beware...

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

PHAD THAI


thai's anyone???
here's my new "thing'' at the moment..
located at usj taipan, no 21, jln usj 10/1c...
come dine with us and u wont regret it...hehe :-)

p/s- yg tersgt best and must try is our homemade coconut icecream ....Pehhh!! waalaaa...

yeaaayyyy!!!!

huhhh dah lame tak..berblogg-ing.
and yeaayy yeaayyy finally at 9 months & 2weeks(semlm)..br aku terperasan si tenonet dah bergigi. haha
haha awesome,n cute la tersgt!!
her first tooth...
pastu nk tgk gigi die punyerlah azab....die tutup mulut kuat2 xnk bg kite belek..hee,terbijak n dekutt nye plak. huhu slalu nye klu letak jari dlm mulut die mesti x sabar2 nk gigit2.

hehh,anyway im soo happy that si tenonet's shows great progress eventhou asyik demam jer sebulan,2 ni..
and hopefully raya ni...die dah berjln! insyallah

p/s- seems like teeth comes out first then her hair.. alahai my butaks babygirl.keh keh keh

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

awake

its almost 3 and my eyes stil so fresh n wide.
been having trouble sleeping lately.
my laptop is still down...
sad and senak.
nak buat ape pon x jadi.

anyway..i guess..nothing cant be done this week.
keje ape pon x buat.
bcoz babygirl demam,flu,coughs,lendir.complete set.
poor baby,she's been crying a lot this few days,
sometimes,she makes me wanna cry too..,
she was a happy n health baby. and now i really missed her giggles.so much...

get well soon little darling.

btw,fenugreek seed works for me.after 3days susu jd bayak...aku suka.
jd utk mom's yg dah kurang susu aku rekomen GNC punye fenugreek..try,dont give up,cekalkan hati dan insyallah.:-)
lg satu psal GNC jugak... my hubey bought susu utk gemok CAL2200. mujarab jugak utk 2minggu..
nmpk lah naik skit bdn die.tp katanya muak gler susu tu.
yg terbaliknya,bila die minum susu tu, terus jd tak lalu mkn,muakk sgt. tp biler stop minum 1 hari jer, selera mkn die..hmm..alhamdullilah.bertambah2 pinggan. mcm terbalik plak.pelik2.
tp kire bgs la susu tu..bleh menambahkn selera mkn si dia.
aku pon tersenyum jer lauk sme hbs...senang hati!semangat nak msk mcm2 lg!huhu




Lagak Lagak Gagak

how could you think i was like that??
muke aku ni muke berlagak ke??
atau muke anak manja@daddy's girl (who gets everythg)
ataupun muke yg jenis free-financial problem.

LANTAKK la..:-)

Yg aku tau..,
hidup dan diri aku tak seperti yg kau sangka..,

and im proud to share my life with AZ,
for good or bad,rich or poor.

and i love u baby,aimy hadejah.

Sunday, May 31, 2009

tx1000

laptop rosak...:-(
nak guna,online....after 6 br bleh pinjam laptop en.toolbox

grrrrrrrr

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

US

These 2days, kami berlari dan berkejaran ke seremban 2 hari berturut, menguruskan hal permit fair dan rmh org2 thailand.
lucky that my husband sgt memahami situasi dan kerja.,sanggup menjd driver dan menemankan serta membabysitt our little girl sementara aku bwt kerja.
its not that he dont hv work to do, actually bcoz of me, sanggup die mengular smpi somban,2hr berturut2.. haha..thank you syg..i-lap-u,i-lap-u.

situasi seperti ni berlaku sebab kami bertukar babysitter(BS), bakal BS baru duk dekattttt sgt ngn rmh..satu floor jer.huhu
taapii.....start babysit next monday.

actually b4 dis terfikir nak hantar nursery jer..tapi...fikir..ahh nantilah tunggu aimy turns 1y'o ke.

so semlm aku dah beli Fenugreek Seed kat GnC The Curve. salah satu usaha utk menambah susu yg dah tersgt critical ni. mudah2an usaha ni berhasil. caiyo!caiyo!
and now...im just gonna wait for the results.................................................

p/s-to En.Hubs, hopefully ur GnC ''weight gainer formula'' will helps u too,
to ADD ON SOME EXTRA KILOS, sygkuh!

Friday, May 22, 2009

Pacifier oh paci-FIRE!



sebenarnya nak tulis ni mlm td.tp too sleepy. mase en.hubby ajak tgk 'shawshank redemption' mlm td, mate dah x tahan...

ok..so semlm, we went out,pakcik sapik pun ikut. smbil2 aku anta proposal utk bwt event, n smbil2 ayah die pon jmpe org u mobile wat keje ckit gak.kiteorg sempat la jgk shopping2 ckit.

cenggini..lately klu blk melaka..aimy akan golek2 main2 ngn cousin die.then mesti die akan tarik/grab pacifire baby tu..dah byk kali,n sumeorg perasan. angah tegurlah aku..''tgk anak die curi puting org,sbb mak die hati kering x nak ajar anak die hisap puting konon''.
diorg pon bising la mcm2, kate nature budak mmg suke nak menghisap la ape la itula inilah..mcm2.
Jd dah tak smpi hati dengor my lilttle darling di tuduh penturik puting...jd semlm yg jln2 shopping tuh..belikan lah die avent pacifier.warna yg cool2 gtuh.
coz semenjak2 ni klu bgdie kaler yg meriah2,punyelah x bleh duk diam...penats..penats.

owh...she's happy that finally she have her own pacifier..

dan rupa2nya barulah aku perasan yg pacifier br die ni bukan utk menghisap...
tp utk dikunyah2..dan ditarik2???? boleh ke???





this is her..chewing the pacifier


kalu tau jadi mainan die,aku belikan yg murah2 kat guardian.hahah
i lap u baby.....


p/s- tq en.husband.suke sgt dpt dapur baru.nnti i msk2 sedap2.hahaha :-)

Monday, May 18, 2009

L'amour de ma vie

these videos were captured last month..


look at that big brown eyes....grrrrr
rindu nak gelak2 besar...huhu





ni main jerit2 ke?? ayah ngn aimyja jer yg tau...huhu

Saturday, May 16, 2009

sadness

too tensed.
too much problems.
too sick.
too dumb.
too late to reconcile.

results = my BM drops.

sorry baby.. mama sorry sgt sayang..
ill try harder for you..
ill never give up...

semoga susu aimy akan jd byk semula....

:-(

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

SLING

knock2.
it was a postman.
then he gave me this paper to sign,
then he handed me this packaging.

i opened it...
then there it is.....
MY basil dark blue with checked borders BABY SLING!!

haha suke sgt...

thx mrs shirin, it was nice doing bussiness with u.
nnti aku order lg for mak ude pulak..hehe..

Friday, May 1, 2009

part of Entah


Entah masih kah ada cinta dihatiku untuk mu
entah kapan kah ku dapat membuka hati ini, untuk mu

cinta dihati ini dihati kecilku berharap kau masih bagian dari hidupku...

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

proud

feels really good.
watcing her progress everday ... tak jemu2..
senyum die..gelak die..kebecokan die..ragam die.. ahh rase nak gigit2 pipi die...
masih tak puas utk berdua(kamibertiga) sahaja.
nak tau tak..
sekrg die dah tak payah di dodoikan lg utk tidur. bile mlm.. masuk bilik kami baring sama2..die pon terus bebel smpi lelap. simple.
hehe dan aku tersgt2 la bersyukur dikurniakan si die.

si die Aimy Hadejah Bte Ahmad Zaki.

:-)

psstt-mama still not ready for another one ok ayahnye..

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

ngedate

Sangat seronok.
yesterday mr hubby and i went to watch fast n furious 4. last time kami ngedate adalah when i was 6 months pregnant. last year.haha
lame gler tak tgk movie.
tengkiu en zaki.i lap u so much.


my girl.
she is 5months 2 weeks and 1 day old.
oh so clever now. sgt pandai, dah naik walker, and she always babbles...
wake up babbling..bathing babbling..crying will also includes babbling.
only if she's sleepy she will just keep quite n termenung sampi lelap.
i wonder is it terkenan ke ape?
coz mase pregnant mr hubby ade kacau si vee like ths " jgn la anak aku becok mcm kau"
ngee he he...touchwood.

Monday, March 16, 2009

newborn..

Akikah ialah sembelihan binatang yg dilakukan kerana menyambut kelahiran anak yang baru dilahirkan sebagai tanda kesyukuran kepada Allah. klu anak itu lelaki,disunatkan menyembelih 2 ekor kambing, klu anak itu perempuan seekor kambing saje. se afdalnye akikah ni dibuat pada hari ketujuh anak itu dilahirkan. tp klu penjaganye belum mampu, waktu utk mengakikah anak itu dr lahir smpi tempoh baligh anak itu.
akikah ni hukumnya ialah sunat muakad kepd org yg akan menanggung sara hidup anak itu. sunat muakad ni ialah sunat yg diharuskan .die mcm kahwin. x dosa tp harus.
aku sendiri baru jer blajar psl akikah ni coz mase aimy lahir pon ade dah buat akikah utk die.

pasal majlis cukur jambul plak.. abg2 aku berdebate psl hal ni. ade yg ckp adat,ade yg ckp sunat n mcm2. tp setahu aku, hr tuh aku tgk program ustaz dato abu hassan din kt astro, die ambil sepotong ayat alquran berbunyi
"Setiap bayi itu tergadai dengan akikahnya. Disembelih untuknya pada hari ketujuh dan dicukur kepalanya dan diberi nama."
kata ustaz tu lagi, setelah dicukur rambut anak itu, then disedekah emas atau perak seberat rambut kanak-kanak yang dicukur itu atau wang yang sama nilai dengan emas atau perak tersebut.

jadi alhamdullilah apa yg aku dan en toolbox buat utk aimy 4 bulan lps adalah betul.
mungkin cukur jambul ni bkn lah bermaksud cukur jambul depan ke ape... mungkin cuma perkataan yg digunakan sejak atuk2 nenek2 kite dulu,yg bermaksud bercukur kepala.so bkn la adat keturunan ke ape.he he he

anyway congrats utk anna and angah...mcm mat salleh anak diorg. rojak.
akikah baby diorg akan diadakan hujung miggu ni.meh la dtg ramai2...

p/s- klu ade yg slh psl fahaman akikah tu, sila betulkan aku.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

touched..

sometimes,

i do miss the feeling of being pregnant...

the feeling is just undescribable...

itulah..ALLAH MAHA BESAR.

amen.

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

akulah si kuat berangan

tdi teman mak ude tingok cite indon..INTAN.
xpenah2 terlekat tgk cite indon.yg ni aku bleh terlayan laks.
Sumthg captured me..
aku berbunga tengok tunang INTAN yg mati hidup blk,tulis kat blakang gambar tunangnye....


" org di utara bilang gunung itu indah, aku diam."
" org di selatan bilang laut itu indah, aku diam."
" org di timur bilang bintang itu indah, aku diam."
" org di barat bilang permata itu indah, aku diam.''
" org di utara,selatan,timur dan barat diam, aku bilang Intan yg indah.''

whee i loike.......
haha...nasib baik name aku bukan INTAN.
pandai mat indon nih dan aku mmg ske berangan...hahhaha lantak ko lah labu.

p/s- eventho my dearie-tubox are no so good with words, sygkuh...i will always love u no matter what. gua cinta bangett sama kalian,toolbox&toolkid.hehe

toothsie

finally..she's asleep.
i miss my hubby and im having the greatest toothache. berdesing2 kepala woo.
mr hubby slalu ckp ''sakit2 mcm tu, menghapuskan dosa2 kecil''..jd aku pasrah mcm lagu erra fazira.
sumtimes kiteorg bleh gaduh merajuk2 psl aku sakit gigi.(p/s-gaduh ngade2 1jam je) hhaaha
hopefully date dgn cik dentist tomorow bakal menghilangkan derita yg aku tanggung sekian lama.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

toolbox


love,
after all that we've been thru,
when I'm lying in ur arms,I know I'm home.


I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning
and u used to be the one that put a smile on my face.
There are just no words dat could describe how I miss you and I miss you everyday..

Monday, February 9, 2009

tenonet

Aimy is getting better.
selesa di rumah sendiri.
Allahamdullilah.

i love you baby.

Egois

tenkiu to mis v for taggging me.

1. Put Your I-Tunes, Windows Media Player, Etc. On Shuffle.
2. For Each Question, Press The Next Button To Get Your Answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 Friends.
5. Everyone Tagged Has To Do The Same Thing.
6. Have Fun!

If someone says "Are you okay" you say?
i hate this part-------------pcd.
*ahahaha...bleh ke cenggitu??

How would you describe yourself?
save me-------------------Simple plan
*so untrue

What do you like in a guy/girl?
i don't love you-------------My chemical romance
*sounds like when im 5.

How do you feel today?
Tanpa-----------6ixth sense
*tanpa sapelak...i hv everyhtg...allhmdullilah

What is your life's purpose?
Cancer------------My chemical romance
*Astaghafirullah

What is you motto?
Just like a star-------------Corrine bailey rae
*hurm

What do your friends think of you?
Disenchated----------My chemical romance
*err..??

What do your parents think of you?
If i were a boy------------Beyonce
*haha..no way. im their only girl

What do you think about very often?
I miss you------------Blink182
*think about n misses mr.toolbox in everysinglebreath

What is 2+2?
Belaian jiwa-----------Innuendo
*wakakaka..mmg sakit jiwa

What do you think about your bestfriend?
Lucky-------------Jason mraz&Colbie Caillat
*well...probably

What is your life story?
mondo bongo(mr&mrs smith ost)-------------Joe strummer& The mescaleros
*errrkks.....

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Sing for absolution----------------Muse
*yeah..yeah mcm muse.haha

What do you think when you see the person you like?
Unintended-----------Muse
*owh ya unintended

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Don't speak-----------No doubt
*giler rock. haha im married anyway.dah lps pon

What will they play at your funeral?
Live your life---------------Rihanna ft T.I
*wahh...tidaks.semua pasti mati.

What is your hobby/interest?
Only one------------Yellowcard
*only one wat leh?

Your biggest fear?
Look at what you've done------------Jet
*lerrr.nggak dong

Your biggest secret?
Kekasih gelapku----------Ungu
*tiada yg lain selain incik toolboxku

What do you want right now?
Cinta pertama---------------Bunga Cinta Lestari
*ahahahahahahhahaha

What do you think of your friends?
Kenangan terindah--------Samsons
*yups..and its all in my heart.

What will you post this as?
Egois----------------Soundxinor



**aku tag sape yg bace nih....b true

Friday, February 6, 2009

Banana...

yesterday my mr.hubbie belikan banana..
beli siap free lecturer about banana (bcoz i dont like to eat banana). the texture kadang2 meloyakan aku.
tp 2lah dah dpt free kuliah..dan sedar akan kebaikn2 nya...i ate 5 bananas dlm mlm td shj.

according to mr.hubbie;-
Ever wondered why monkeys are so happy all the time?
its bcoz of bananas..

Banana Contains 3 natural sugars
-- sucrose, fructose & glucose –
combined with fiber
equals
instant, sustained and substantial
boost of energy.
2 bananas equals energy for a strenuous 90-minute workout. (llike i hvtime for workout kan,)

Bananas also helps overcum or prevent substantial number of illnesses and condition such as Anemia, strokes,stress,ulcers,constipation,PMS,morning sickness, and even hangovers(banana milkshakes).
Bananas can also help people trying to give up smoking. The B6, B12 they contain, as
well as the potassium and magnesium found in them, help the body recover from the effects
of nicotine withdrawal.

Indeed bananas must be the reason why monkeys are so happy all the time.
wahai mr.hubbie now im as happy as monkeys too...hahah.

Thursday, February 5, 2009

politics apa?.

"Politics" ultimately comes from the Greek word "polis" meaning state or city. Politikos describes anything concerning the state or city affairs. In Latin, this was 'politicus' and in French 'politique'. Thus it became 'politics' in the English language.



Politics is the process by which groups of people make decisions. The term is generally applied to behaviour within civil government, but politics has been observed in all human group interactions, including corporate, academic and religious institutions. It consists of "social relations involving authority or power" and refers to the regulation of a political unit,and to the methods and tactics used to formulate and apply policy.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

my baldie


si tenonet aku ni.... concentrate btul klu watching tv.

sawaadeee

kaki lenguh akibat menempuh jammed.
mcm2 hal btul org thai ni. but if i dont go c them at the fair, nnti ayahku a.k.a bos besau xpon auntie liab bising so akhirnya xde xtra pocket money lak nnti.
complex managment says they find it very difficult to communicate with the thais.. mcm sorg ckp ayam sorg ckp itik. haah diorg call aku..igt aku lak terrer sgt nk ckp siam. ckit2 bleh la nak ckp byk blk...haru kang.
but nak wat cane kene jgk la ngadap.aku pon aku nk sgt keje kan. pdn mke.

starving...mlm ni nak msk ape yek..

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

newbie

owh sy dah dpt bertenet selalu..so,seperti saranan miss vee "why dont u have ur own blog"..
jd..here i am.typing sambil menyambil sing lullabies to my liltle one. (tdo la nak....)